Sunday, September 28, 2008

LIVING FREE and in the moment

As of today, I have decided to always live in truth and within the moment.

Life is a continuous evolution of mental voyages, experiences of intimate recollections, and an undetermined journey through the conscious and subconscious realties. I made some adjustments to my immediate mental expectations. First letting go of my secondary desires, such as the desire to succeed by materialistic standards, thus permitting myself to really focus on what it is I truthfully desire. Second I permitted myself to be humbled by my own capabilities, which of course are always evolving, yet must never demand that it be led by my inner ego. Lastly I lectured my inner wisdom to never permit me to forget who it is I really am.

I now feel relived of having to find immediate answers to the tougher questions of life. Since I am now a traveler and not a conquer I can be less sure of what my next steps will be, and in such I now permit myself to be guided by my inner wisdom to wherever it feels it wants to take me. The goals I had previously set for myself were the goals of my ego, trying to prove to itself that the wisdom it contains will help me to succeed. Now my goals are to expose myself more to my own wisdom, permitting myself to experience wisdom rather then use it to set the standards of what I believe to be my own wisdom. In other words I now will spend less time accepting my inner wisdom and will take more time to experience it.

It is a magical feeling that overtakes ones inner peace when one permits themselves to truly acknowledge their own capabilities and finds no need to match it to any other expectations.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

This resonates truth!