As of today, I have decided to always live in truth and within the moment.
Life is a continuous evolution of mental voyages, experiences of intimate recollections, and an undetermined journey through the conscious and subconscious realties. I made some adjustments to my immediate mental expectations. First letting go of my secondary desires, such as the desire to succeed by materialistic standards, thus permitting myself to really focus on what it is I truthfully desire. Second I permitted myself to be humbled by my own capabilities, which of course are always evolving, yet must never demand that it be led by my inner ego. Lastly I lectured my inner wisdom to never permit me to forget who it is I really am.
I now feel relived of having to find immediate answers to the tougher questions of life. Since I am now a traveler and not a conquer I can be less sure of what my next steps will be, and in such I now permit myself to be guided by my inner wisdom to wherever it feels it wants to take me. The goals I had previously set for myself were the goals of my ego, trying to prove to itself that the wisdom it contains will help me to succeed. Now my goals are to expose myself more to my own wisdom, permitting myself to experience wisdom rather then use it to set the standards of what I believe to be my own wisdom. In other words I now will spend less time accepting my inner wisdom and will take more time to experience it.
It is a magical feeling that overtakes ones inner peace when one permits themselves to truly acknowledge their own capabilities and finds no need to match it to any other expectations.
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Thursday, September 25, 2008
REALIST, REALIST, yes i am a realist!
True signs of a me being a realist have long been obvious. My family always considered me a unsocial pessimist while my friends always thought me to be a chattering optimist. Since I am a person of extremes it is only natural that such opposite predicaments of my personality would be the definitive of the nature of my company.
In truth I am in the least an optimist and with the greatest of respect to the pessimists of the world, I am by no means a pessimist. My opto-misitc personality is in fact a realistic approach that has merely incorporated much optimism into the, "everything is possible" vocabulary of my true self. I don't see situations as impossible that I set myself to make possible. That would be opto-misitc. Instead I find that impossibility's don't really exist.
It isn't the nature of things to have possibility's for then it must have impossibility's. the world is full of opportunity's, many just lying on the floor waiting for us all to pick up and make it our own. There are no obstacles in the world of realism, there is just distractions, some are physical distractions, and mental distractions, or temporary pessimistic or realistic distractions.
When we find ourselves hoping for things to become better, we are hurting the reality of what is meant to happen, because nothing can be better, since nothing really is bad. This might sound naive and quite delusional, but as a true realist I assure you that our true reality is only a state of mind and not in any way a complete physical experience. We create our own experience, and thus if we permit the negative impulses to overtake the reality in our minds, our physical reality will then seem to be in such negative form. If we were to permit hope or optimism to overtake our mind, then we again need to find the balance between the negative and the positive in order to permit there to be hope. Hope in itself isn't tied down to any, negativity, or positivity, it is emotion triggered by the thought of not believing in the reality or realms of a situation.
Everything in life really is a step up and never a step down. Sometimes we take one, tow, or three steps down, but only in order to go back up again. Such moments are best described as "rewind/unwind" go moments. The obstacles in our path were placed there for us to walk around them, climb over them, sit on them, look at them, but never to move them. Only a pessimist or a optimist would find reason to move these obstacles, only to find another right behind it. It would be to exhausting to have to move all those obstacles, of which may i remind you are most likely mental imaginary obstacles, and none of which must ever be moved or erased from our minds.
Smile, Dance, Sing, and Breath the true essence of a realist. :-)
In truth I am in the least an optimist and with the greatest of respect to the pessimists of the world, I am by no means a pessimist. My opto-misitc personality is in fact a realistic approach that has merely incorporated much optimism into the, "everything is possible" vocabulary of my true self. I don't see situations as impossible that I set myself to make possible. That would be opto-misitc. Instead I find that impossibility's don't really exist.
It isn't the nature of things to have possibility's for then it must have impossibility's. the world is full of opportunity's, many just lying on the floor waiting for us all to pick up and make it our own. There are no obstacles in the world of realism, there is just distractions, some are physical distractions, and mental distractions, or temporary pessimistic or realistic distractions.
When we find ourselves hoping for things to become better, we are hurting the reality of what is meant to happen, because nothing can be better, since nothing really is bad. This might sound naive and quite delusional, but as a true realist I assure you that our true reality is only a state of mind and not in any way a complete physical experience. We create our own experience, and thus if we permit the negative impulses to overtake the reality in our minds, our physical reality will then seem to be in such negative form. If we were to permit hope or optimism to overtake our mind, then we again need to find the balance between the negative and the positive in order to permit there to be hope. Hope in itself isn't tied down to any, negativity, or positivity, it is emotion triggered by the thought of not believing in the reality or realms of a situation.
Everything in life really is a step up and never a step down. Sometimes we take one, tow, or three steps down, but only in order to go back up again. Such moments are best described as "rewind/unwind" go moments. The obstacles in our path were placed there for us to walk around them, climb over them, sit on them, look at them, but never to move them. Only a pessimist or a optimist would find reason to move these obstacles, only to find another right behind it. It would be to exhausting to have to move all those obstacles, of which may i remind you are most likely mental imaginary obstacles, and none of which must ever be moved or erased from our minds.
Smile, Dance, Sing, and Breath the true essence of a realist. :-)
Monday, September 22, 2008
Selfless Love - Thought 1
Hello!
The idea of selfless love is a rather poetic one. It sounds so wonderful to express ones experience of love as a rather selfless one. But what does it truly mean to be selfless? One might easily confuse the notion of giving as that of being selfless, yet it shouldn't be so easily confused.
Being human requires many self needs, of which any shouldn't ever be neglected. Taking care of ones needs is self love, the ability to quench the individuals own desires is but necessary to permit one to become truly selfless. What truly permits anyone to become selfless is the ability for anyone to first permit themselves to be loved by their own self. Such self responsibility's are by no means any traits of narcissistic indulgences, it is but the foundation of what permits us to give of our self with out being taken from.
To better explain; a individuals body requires much love, and affection. The human soul seeks to constantly grow, sometimes willing to outgrow its own human container. Such growth requires attention to the needs, and desires of our souls, and spirits. One must take time to learn their own needs, and for some this can take all of their physical living lives. The human body wishes to feed itself on conscious thoughts, thoughts that aren't necessarily desired by its soul. Here begins the need for one to express selflessness, in the form of sharing this overflowing growth of love, and spirituality with the rest of our human encased spirits and souls. Ones soul can feel more fulfilled by fulfilling the desires of another consciousness.
The idea of selfless love is a rather poetic one. It sounds so wonderful to express ones experience of love as a rather selfless one. But what does it truly mean to be selfless? One might easily confuse the notion of giving as that of being selfless, yet it shouldn't be so easily confused.
Being human requires many self needs, of which any shouldn't ever be neglected. Taking care of ones needs is self love, the ability to quench the individuals own desires is but necessary to permit one to become truly selfless. What truly permits anyone to become selfless is the ability for anyone to first permit themselves to be loved by their own self. Such self responsibility's are by no means any traits of narcissistic indulgences, it is but the foundation of what permits us to give of our self with out being taken from.
To better explain; a individuals body requires much love, and affection. The human soul seeks to constantly grow, sometimes willing to outgrow its own human container. Such growth requires attention to the needs, and desires of our souls, and spirits. One must take time to learn their own needs, and for some this can take all of their physical living lives. The human body wishes to feed itself on conscious thoughts, thoughts that aren't necessarily desired by its soul. Here begins the need for one to express selflessness, in the form of sharing this overflowing growth of love, and spirituality with the rest of our human encased spirits and souls. Ones soul can feel more fulfilled by fulfilling the desires of another consciousness.
So it seems one definition of selflessness is actually self-less-ness, a conscious act of giving of ones self to another without any need to receive any selflessness in return.
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